Nothing beats sitting in front of the fire in winter

One of my favourite things in the world in sitting in front of the fire at home reading a good book or 5!

I can't wait until the holidays, it's going to be amazing!!

Been a While

So many things have happened since i last logged on here... where to start! hmm last post was in 2009.

Since 2009, i have had a boyfriend, and have lost a boyfriend, no it was not because i forgot where i put him.

We had some awesome times and made some great memories, will definitely miss those moments.

Grizabella has had kittens,

We have watched them grow up and have given them away to new families. I hear they are doing very well.

Poppa passed away during November 2010, in the middle of my exams. I will miss him greatly, he was an amazing man with such a heart for God, his family and everyone he met. If i end up with half the faith he had i will be more than happy, for he had such a heart for the Lord.

I took these photos after the funeral, Poppa always loved his garden and while these aren't from his, they remind me of his love for it.

Girl has had 3 calves; Fella, GG and Sukey Girl

She passed away on ANZAC day this year after having Sukey Girl, which was devastating, i sat with her for a week in the yard watching and praying that she'd be ok, sadly, she didn't pick up, and left me to look after her beautiful week old calf.

I passed all my subjects in 2010 which was wonderful, however this year does not look so promising.

I'll Try

I Love this song by Jonatha Brooke so much.

There are times when i can relate to all parts of this song, and i think that's why i love it so much, the transformation from hopelessness, to seeing the world as it should be, and holding onto that hope and faith.




I am not a child now.
I can take care of myself.
I mustn't let them down now.
I mustn't let them see me cry.
I'm fine, I'm fine.

I'm to tired to listen.
I'm to old to believe.
All these childish stories.
There is no such thing as faith & trust & pixie dust.

I try but its so hard to believe.
I try but I can't see where you see.
I try, I try, I try.

My whole world is changing.
I don't know where to turn.
I can't leave you waiting.
But I can't stay and watch the city burn.
Ohh watch'it burn.

Cause I try but it's so hard to believe.
I try but I can't see where you see.
I try, I try.

I try and try to understand the distance and between.
The love I feel the things I fear and every single dream.

I can finally see it.
Now I have to believe all those precious stories.
All the world is made of faith and trust and pixie dust.

So I'll try cause I finally believe.
I'll try cause I can see where you see.
I'll try, I'll try
I will try, I'll try to fly.